Christien Holden

It is with heavy hearts that we share the passing of Christien Bijon Holden, who left us too soon at the age of 31 on November 28, 2025. Born on May 5, 1994, in Valencia, California, Chris had called Brooklyn, New York, his home at the time of his transition. He was the cherished son of Yolonda McGee and Terrance Holden, whose love, values, and support shaped him into the remarkable person he became.

Chris's journey was defined by a profound love for his family, his pets, and a deep commitment to his art. From his childhood in Santa Clarita, California, where he graduated from Saugus High School in 2012, to his pursuit of higher education at the College of the Canyons and later The New School in New York, Chris dedicated himself to storytelling through his passion for film and the arts. He graduated in May 2017 with a Bachelor’s degree in Communication and Fine Arts, driven by a desire to illuminate the Black experience through creative expression.

Chris’s artistry flourished as he explored photography, capturing the beauty and authenticity of everyday moments in the vibrant streets of New York. The events of 2020 significantly influenced his work, igniting a powerful mission within him to challenge narratives and reshape perceptions of Black masculinity through his lens. His art was published in three magazines, honoring the bold, brave, and extraordinary truth he captured through his lens. His current project was titled, “Baby the Boys Ain’t Blue,” which tells the story of Black Boys from womb to old age.

Chris sought to create a universe that fostered love and self-acceptance, particularly for the next generation. His dedication to illuminating the complexities of Black male identity transformed his art into a form of healing and resistance, rooted in the rich traditions of queer and Black literature.

This is an excerpt from one of his artist statements, in his own words:

“The idea for my current series began to solidify during the protests of 2020. The video of George Floyd, along with the coverage of protesters, specifically of Black men in moments of rage, really opened my eyes to the disconnect between the understanding of who Black men are or can be and how we’re portrayed. I also have a black nephew on the way, and the experiences I’ve had and continue to have make me want to create a universe where he can be free from those pressures and see and love himself however he may turn out. I knew then that I wanted to tackle this issue in my photography. So my most recent work has exclusively attempted to pose questions through mainly photography about the complexities of Black male identity, and how we view Black men but also how and why Black men are able to subvert those projected identities in search of liberation. I am fascinated by the many different intersections that Black men exist on, and how I can convey that on camera.”

He is lovingly remembered by his parents, Yolonda and Terrance; his sister Jessyka; brother Cameron; and his adored cat, “Huey P. Newton”. His grandparents, circle of aunties and cousins will continue to cherish and carry him in their hearts.

Those fortunate enough to know Chris will forever remember his gentle spirit, his contagious smile, and his unwavering commitment to authenticity in his art. He aspired not only to achieve fame for his creations but also to uplift the narratives of the Black community through his work.

Chris believed in the power of ancestors, feeling their presence guiding and accompanying us on our journeys. As he transitions into ancestorhood, we take solace in knowing that he now watches over us, carrying his legacy and love into the realms beyond.

Rest in peace, king Chris. Your light continues to shine brightly in our hearts.